Long Ears, Longer Lasting

Failure.

2009-08-02T19:49:25Z

I applied for a position as a Local Security Coordinator, easily double my pay now... and because all my computer work hasn't been official work, they dropped me for people with IT backgrounds.

Shoulda seen that coming.

Empty.

2009-06-29T23:50:58Z

THIS PAGE IS EMPTY. Ha!

No really, I forgot I had a LJ. o_O

I hate life.

2009-05-05T19:48:07Z

I hate life. Simple put. And yes, it's because a shit load happened and I don't give a fuck to post it.

So.

2008-10-22T04:38:14Z

Why do you try to keep going on? Friends you once knew are going their own ways. You're forgotten, and not even looked for so why exist?

I didn't choose to exist, but I do choose to not be.

Okay a real update.

2008-09-07T22:28:36Z

Okay so that's kinda mean what I did but lemme just toss y'all into the merry-go-round that just happened a couple months ago:

LAST TIME ON DRAGONBALL Z~
Mom did Karate, the instructor liked her, did private lessons for her for helping out at the dojo, no naughties.
Step-dad thought naughties, got angry, yelled a lot, and from there was a dumbass and pretty much made it final.
Final? Yeah, they got seperated and we moved outta the house since he can afford it with his new position and we can't, but we moved... 2 blocks away.
Was supposed to be a secret where we moved because instructor moved in with, but was found out quick because of stupid ass kids. (I told her she might as well tell him but eh, no real worry.)
Flashback to the start of it all, karate instructor had some problems with his bitch of a wife, she was horrid, smelly, and is basically bitch 101 for advanced, and treated him and the kids like shit.
Mom helps him out, helps build his confidence back up and he finally moves out, and does the paper work for divorce. She finds out, 'kidnaps' kids and then he gets them back later, and from that Step-dad's issue from earlier.

So flash forward, we're in a new house, with mom, sis, ex-karate insturctor (ex-wife got to the head of the dojo and told shit of him, so he lost his job) and he's going to be getting back into being a police officer, and then going to get his degree for being a lawyer, and so on. He's been in the Navy quite a bit and is a 2nd degree blackbelt so he's no pushover and personally enjoy him being at the house cause he could kick someone's ass if need be. Yeah, us tech guys are a little weak on the physical side.

But things ARE better, and that's the cliffnotes, aka, 2% of all that happened, roughly, but some things are a lil more personal and I don't feel like stepping on toes.

Going back to work, and now you know and knowing's half the battle, GI Joe~!!!

cyanrose @ 2008-09-07T16:08:00

2008-09-07T22:09:26Z

An update!

...yes I'm alive. :D

...

2008-06-16T12:04:37Z

...I'm going to get so flamed for this.

I'm lonely and want people to talk to. And I don't know where to go.

Brb, goin back.

2008-06-07T08:01:14Z

Well finally on my way back to Denver come tomorrow evening.

Overall a fun vacation but a bit too much running around and it sorta left a foul taste in my mouth literally. Let me explain:

I'm allergic badly to mold, which is in the air, and high here on this part of the island. So half of the trip, I'm hacking up a lung. Okay, thankfully we found out and got Benedryl.

The other part was how the relatives tried pushing ALL of Oahu down our throats in one week. Okay, awesome, yes.... but give me something to come back to then just little tips of everything. Too much to process. They realized this a little late but things got better as the week went on.

Sure, all that sounded bad but this trip was quite amazing and if I can somehow find a way to upload 350 images, I'll post the pics up. Otherwise I'll pop them on Jetsu somehow if Rabs will let me.

So yar, see y'all on Sunday back in Denver... er wait, no one on here I know is in Denver. Well bugga... ha ha.

Lack of posting.

2008-06-06T00:37:58Z

Sorry for lacking the updates people.

Going to a Luau tonight here actually in about an hour or so...

As for the last couple days, just checked out more of the island, and should be going to a pineapple farm on Friday.

Yesterday, especially for those fans of LOST, Jurassic Park, 50 First Dates, and a few others, we went onto the locations where a lot of props are stored and scenes shot including the one tree from Jurassic Park where they're' in the field running from the dinos.

I needa get an idea of a site that'll let me host a large number of images from my camera's SD Card... hrm.

Brb, going to Hawaii Pt.2

2008-06-01T07:39:57Z

Went to Honolulu a bit close today and really enjoyed it. People everywhere and I must say... LOTS of japanese here... lots of HOT japanese laides here... ah if only I looked alil better. ha ha.

Though I do hope for a day of freakin rest... I paid for the ticket in full, I deserve a day just to enjoy and not have any plans... well we'll see.

Afk, going to Hawaii.

2008-05-31T06:37:37Z

Well other then a painful experience including air pressure and my ear, the flight here wasn't too bad. Spent this day gettin in, unpacking a bit, and walking on the beach. Was funny seeing all the crabs on the beach!

Tomorrow we're resting up, and then going to Honollulu... spelling on that?

Will have tons of pics when I get back!

Updates as of 5/16/08

2008-05-16T16:49:12Z

Alright, after some talking we're just friends for now as per my own choice. Just... she's too experienced and been around the block for me, but being a gentleman, I mentioned I need more time and don't wanna hold her back. It seems rude, but coming from me not having dated for 8 years to dating someone who's had probably more guys then I do fingers well... I would like more stability.

Finals are next week, but managed to do the Final Project for Thursday's class, and managed a 98% which pretty much locks in my A for that class. Which is nice.

Still lacking RPing and time, but then again I'm still playing World of Warcraft a good chunk for fun. Sure, time sink but meh, people watch TV, I prefer being more interactive with my free time. Dislike watchin TV.

Also got a couple pictures requested from Zeak/Kei, good friend of mine, of a girl (yes, another one) whom will be the main character for a story I'll start writing in Composition 1 next quarter.

Come May 29th I'll be gone for a week and a half about because I'm heading to Hawaii to spend a bit of time with my grandma, and coming with me is my great grandmother. Fun. Mainly looking forward to the trip, but it'll be fun to have some time being there, hoping to get a hand on a camera to take a lot of pictures for y'all.

So this is... love.

2008-04-30T22:12:58Z

Well been with her for a while now and honestly... she's a good person. Good personality, good feelings, just... a bit too, it seems it's moreso lust filled then anything so i'm gonna have her back off a bit and see what happens. The last 2 months have really opened my eyes to a lot of things and well, biting the bullet, things need to get back into a consistency for the moment.

Running around too much has left me running upstream with a rope, and a hair net. Sometimes you aren't given all the tools to get the job done and need to scavenge up some on the way.

And a quote to end this short post:

"We are a free people, but we're held back by what we fought so long to escape from. Fear. Now it controls us, binds us, but when will you take up arms to claim your freedom?" ~Anonymous

So this is difficult.

2008-04-25T11:56:33Z

Such a long time since my last post, so updates a comin'~

Yes, I haven't been single since 2 weeks ago, and no, not an online relationship.
Yes, I still play WoW.
Yes, I am doing more schooling in pursuit of a Computer Networking Systems degree.
Yes, bills suck.

Uh, yeah. Still workin at the rehab hospital, still a drama filled paradise.

So yep, all I can think of to post.

Edit: Oh, and if any of you old friends wanna readd me, or get back in touch let me know. I expect zero replies to this but hey can't hurt to try to patch up old friendships. Your choice.

Hm.

2008-04-07T12:02:35Z

I really hate feeling down like this.

Oh right, post after ages huh?

I won't bore anyone with the details but yeah, low and down feeling returns. Almost went a week feelin good.

Lv 40 comes near.

2008-03-22T17:09:38Z

Almost to 40 on my Blood Elf Paladin... just to confirm, my first mount comes from the trainer and I automatically get my Riding(75) skill right? Simple question this time. :)

2/22/08

2008-02-22T17:24:58Z

Oy, still feeling kinda ill but better. Been a long month filled with crap/shit/etc.

Finals next week.

Why do I have this journal again?

cyanrose @ 2008-02-08T18:23:00

2008-02-09T01:23:43Z

Fuck Valentine's Day.

It can burn in hell. Hate the day.

www.yeswecansong.com

2008-02-06T22:55:12Z

www.yeswecansong.com

Click.

Fine.

2008-01-25T16:12:17Z

Ordered a new laptop from Dell Dec. 21st.
Delays.
Delays, delays.
Cancelled it. Not worth my time waiting this damn long.
Gonna head to Best Buy sometime to get one.
$3k to spend so i think I cna get a decent one.

Updating

2008-01-10T23:11:55Z

Back at school for the Holidays. So check this out, we got a Wii, laptop on the way, and starting Karate. Cool.

cyanrose @ 2008-01-03T19:07:00

2008-01-04T02:14:49Z

I hate family....

'YOURE ON COMPUTER TOO MUCH..."

Yeah well YOURE on the TV too much!

Ugh... love their logic.

cyanrose @ 2007-12-30T15:03:00

2007-12-30T22:04:45Z

Bagels and bitches. That's how I roll.

...what? I can't think of anything else to write about.

Nothing much going on.

2007-12-16T23:40:39Z

Weekend alone is over. Picking family up tonight. Was kinda peaceful without them there... wonder how it'll continue to be with them back...

Lockin Ain't Easy

2007-12-10T23:49:38Z

Well, come Wednesday, I'm free from the family till Sunday.

Taking them to the airport in the AM, grabbin gram, then grocery shoppin.

Nothing much else to report cept I'm finally gettin that reimbursement from work for $3,000 towards my laptop. About damn time...